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Self pity time - please ignore
Wish I knew what triggered this sort of thing. It'd be nice to have an explanation for my occasional mood swings. I mean, I should be at least happy that the things really are only occasional. Like once every six months or something, I just feel like flinging myself into the sea or something. I mean, I wouldn't, but still...

I apologise for all this, but I'm just fed up. I'm fed up with people saying "How are you", and answering with "OK", "Fine", "Not bad", bollocks. I hate people to think I'm whining or self-pitying or (heaven forfend) Emo, so I just shut up about everything, and is that the way to go? Or is that ultimately self-destructive? One way or another I'm going to find out.

There are still people in this world who've never hurt me. They're currently forming an orderly queue though...

It used to take less to make me happy, and I don't know what changed, but something did...

I've said it before, and I'll say it again:

Fuck everybody else.

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::bear hug::

That is all


I know how you feel, love :-/

Cheer up Jaems ... you still have your army - or is that who you are talking about? ;0)

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