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(Private) !!!
Grr... Seriously can't deal with that right now. Not happy. Why do I even bother, eh? I just don't know any more. I was going to stay up another couple of hours to see if my letter came, but as far as I'm concerned right now, fuck that, and fuck this too.

The worst thing is I can't even say how I'm actually feeling. If I do it in a private post, it'll look like some sort of guilt-trip/sympathy thing designed to make Jen take pity on me or something, and she doesn't need it anyway. If I post it publicly, my parents would read it, and they'd come take me home immediately and probably take me to see a counselor or something. I can't win any more, and if I can't, then I won't even bother trying.


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