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2012
unknownj
I think I'm burning out. It's a shame, I was bright for so long...

Need to keep my food intake up. Take vitamins. Get enough water. Sleep for as long as I need to. I can't let this get to me.

But the headaches.. The fact that right now I feel so ill that I can barely walk... The feeling sick.. The aches, and the pains, and the feeling that any minute now I'm going to fall down dead...

I've taken on a lot this year, and perhaps it's just all getting to me. I know I'm not cut out to be sporty, but that won't stop me trying until I can't move any more. No matter how ill any of this crap makes me, I'm not stopping until I can't go on, because I'm doing everything I always wanted to.

Better to die from over-exertion playing sports than to just fade into obscurity behind a computer screen. I was happy with my old life, but never content. I feel content when I'm running around, playing a game, making new friends, doing stuff. It's worth every second.

Just hope I feel better in the morning... Illness sucks, and I need to be fit and healthy. It's important....

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Yeah, being sick is tough. I know that better than most- I was out of commission for 4 and a half months in the hospital and then rehabing for a while after that.

So, take care of yourself- I think I recall you saying a while back that you have rheumy knees? I have arthritic knees, I think that is similar, and icing my knees after I exercise helps a lot. Maybe it might help you.

Best wishes.

Better to die from over-exertion playing sports than to just fade into obscurity behind a computer screen.

Y'know, I think you're right there. Keep doing what you enjoy until your legs fall off. You may destroy yourself in the process, but hey, you had fun...

you *must* stop fucking shanu :P

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