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Big Chat
2012
unknownj
Just had a chat with Claire, which was nice. When she's making an effort, she can be, like, the nicest person in the world, and you just love talking to her. But when she's not, or when she's making an effort to get at you (which has been known), then she can be such a total b*tch.

But this was one of those times she was being nice, and making an effort. She knocked on the door, I got up, opened it, and exclaimed "Oh damnit. OK, you'd better come in". See, the thing I've noticed about Claire is that she usually speaks to me when I've upset Alex - they're best buds and all, and she looks out for her. Which is fine, except for the fact that it means I've upset somebody. Anyhow, she was all like "What?", and I explained that she was here because I'm guessing I upset Alex.

"Well, you might have upset Alex - she came into my room kinda unhappy"
"Ah. Which time was this?"
"Well, she went out, came back and was fine. Then went to the toilet, or whatever, and when she came back, she was upset"
"I'm guessing it probably wasn't the toilet that upset her, correct?"
"Correct. I don't think she needs to hear any more about Jen right now"
"I only told her when she asked"
"I know, I was just making sure"

See, Alex asked who Jen was, and I didn't lie to her, I just told her straight out. I had tried to keep it from her a bit so as not to upset her, but she wanted to know. So then Claire and I had a big long chat, I showed her my letter from the sub-dean and stuff. Her mouth just dropped open when she saw it. She thought it was, like, seriously bad and stuff. We chatted about it for a bit, and then went onto the general quality of the lectures. She had a meeting with her personal tutor about maths, and how she couldn't do parts and nobody else could

"So I told him that I couldn't do it, and that my friends couldn't either. I explained that even my sometimes-smart friend couldn't do it. He still thought everybody else was stupid"
"Aww, was that referring to me? How sweet"
"Well, I just meant that occasionally you come out with random maths crap that seems to make sense"
"Ah, nice recovery there from almost having said something nice about me"
"Thanks"

See, it's moments like this that make my University life nice and worth having. If Claire just knew the power over my happiness she has.... It's not that I'm interested in her or anything. It's just that throughout my time here, she's been the least accessible person, who is generally the most cold and distant toward me. When that person in your life that generally doesn't make an effort for you does, it's special. It's nice to know that she doesn't hate me, sometimes :o)

Anyhow, I'm going to do some maths calculations for Chas now... :o)

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Anyhow, I'm going to do some maths calculations for Chas now... :o)

The answer you're looking for is 85 : )

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